"i say what i mean but i don't mean what i say" nelly furtado

so i lost....*sigh. things are such a big disappointment right now, one after another. i don't know, i'm beggining to not care what other people think anymore... if people dont' ask me things about my life before they start believing it..then honestly, i don't care what they think. and...yeah and the thing is...people are makin a really big deal out of something that 1. is being blown out of proportion and 2. is the least of my worries right now. i don't think u understand ... that u're makin things SO MUCH HARDER on me than it already is. and the things that u're BLOWING UP are things that i would not be worried about... and i have other thigns that are goin on in my life right now that u honestly wouldnt' even understand. but if u insist on talkin, then go talk.

but hrm, things on the OTHER SIDE of my life are pretty good. ELLEN.... that was so awesome yesterday when we were driving. hehe. i was so happy when i saw u driving behind me. it felt so awesome. and dan...sorry for almost runnin u over. i didn't see u there. so yeah...hrm......... time for me to go. see ya ppl.