okk... more blog now. yesterday was probly the most depressing day of my life, it's kinda weird how i kept a smile on my face at church. realized how stoopid i am and just how immature i was to things.... and how much i regret things... but now all i want is for things to be ok. thanks to all those who've been helping me stay strong and praying for me. i kno it's been hard talkin to me and being around me, but all of you have honestly helped out a lot. if it weren't for u guys, i'd be goin crazy...

so yeah, outreach soon, and it's starting to hit me that i have to get workin. i'm realy hopin that people will come. anyone who hasn't heard:

MCCC OUTREACH
where: MCCC (west front st. lincroft NJ) (call me 5918419 for directions or go to MCCC.org)
when: April 27 8-10 PM (get there a few minutes early if u want)
why? we have a full nite of events and dances and skits. doorprizes as well as lotsa people there. and for god! =)
who? ALL are welcome. please invite all ur friends.
for questions call me or e-mail me (bluebear211@hotmail.com) for more info!!

ok yeah...so that's it. well, i'm gonna go now. back to my room...=P