[bad day]
had a bad day today. seemed like things got worse from one period to the next. have too much crap to do tonite, not lookin forward to it. but despite all the work and gettin in trouble, and crud, i had this smile plastered on my face. my cheeks really hurt. i'm such a dork.. and a sap. needa stop!

[lil boys fite hard]
yoyo came home and said that he got in a fight on the bus. the other guy punched him in the face... ugh, i'm not surprised. yoyo likes to pick fites.. bleh, recently i've been extra worried about him. he seems to be very irrational/spoiled and.. i do'nt know. i'm just scared. i'm very insecure about thigns when i'm not around and i'm realyl scared for when i leave. it's not that i partake in a HUGE part in taking care of him, but just knowin that i'm around and that i have some control over thigns would make me feel a lot better. stoopid college. wanna go so far.. but then again..

[let's record]
eileen and i realyl wanna record. at first i was gonna record by myself but then the motivation was lost when i started hatin the songs i wrote, probyl from overplayin them on the piano. but as for eileen and i, well, our voices go very well together, and we spend a lot of time (and hoepfully more) together, so hopefuly, after her exams, we can take advantage of our soundsystem/keyboard/guitar/speakers/mics and record!! excited