[deprivation of sleep]
got no sleep last nite. =T it wasn't fun, but i did it for the good of mommy. *sigh* was really worried about her... she has this weird bump on her eye right now and has to waer her glasses, but because she is so freakin fashion conscious, she won't wear her glasses unless absolutely neccesary. today when she first got to YG, she was lookin for me and literally came 2 inches away from kissin me and was like "ok, i just wanted to make sure u were sheila. hi" hmmmm...

["we know u're stoopid sheila, what's ur point"]
wasn't at skewl yesterday, so i totally missed out on a lesson for pre-calc. spent art having evan teach me about frequencies... we spent only 4 minutes on it (cuz i spent the REST of the time waiting for Zdilla, sittin there outside for 40 minutes lookin like a complete idiot). took the test totally blindly, and i think i did all right except for two problems =T went up to rose at the end of the period and was like "how do u do problem number 3? evan taught me 6.7" and she was like "it's obviously 1/2" DOH! had a spaz attack, yelled at evan a lil, and got made fun of by the whole class and teacher. awesome time =P

[chillin at A&P]
had problems gettin out of the skewl today. hardly any cars beat the buses so we were all stuck in the parkin lot waiting patiently..(and the cops weren't directing traffic either) so i'm sitting there singing and suddenly, two cars ahead of me, i see EWonger and Ant. called them up and met up w/ant, ewonger, pete, doy, and addy at A&P. good times a&p bring =P stayed there for an hour talking. kwel stuff. haven't talked to them in a while.

[we all gotta cry a little]
was driving to meet auntie wendy for dinner and i got all teary-eyed and started actually sobbing *oh boo hoo* and had to pull to the side of the road. was thinkin about yoyo, and was thinkin about when i'll be leavin for college, and askin for my last kiss from him on the nose. =T and then i started thinkin about the time when my mom told me that i'd totally miss out on yoyo growing up if i went far away for colelge.. and i realized that was true. i don't know. why does college have to be so freakin complicated. i'll talk more about this when i actualyl get my first acceptance letter and am positive that i dont' have to go to brookedale or rutgers.

[good spirits]
tonite was really good. definately took a load off my shoulders... brightened me up A LOT. i think eileen was startin to get scared.

[YEWWY]
watched this realyl yucky video. i think i'm goin to get nightmares. it was SO DISGUSTING. bleh bleh. i tried covering my ears but the sound was SO LOUD that i could hear it through my fingers!!! EW EW, so disgusting. too graphic and they were so descriptive. poor betty =T

[movie nite]
wow, we haven't had a movie nite since the summer, but it's back! movie nite tomorrow, 5:30 dinner, 7pm movie. this should be exciting. first time at my house instead of steph's cuz willie wants to come and he lives in the middle of no where. AMELIE!!!!!!!!!!! excited. CALL ME if u want to come (9084158336)