[don't flatter me]
lipica just told me something that someone else said about me, and it's really gettin to my head. haha, i'm glad she told me cuz it's so kewl, but now i'm all like "i'm the best".. yeah.. cuz i'm the best =P jk jk. wooh! big-headed sheila. make room for her and her big head =P

[jealousy]
i wish that there was no jealousy. i was talkin to a few people today and realized how easily i get jealous. it's so bad =T it's kewl tho, i guess. heh wooh!

[reminiscing]
so last nite as i was writing my college essay, i started reminiscing... mainly freshman and sophomore year and i started uncontrollably crying. things are all so complicated now. i'm goin through a stoopid emotional phase right now where any little thing can make me cry. (no, not PMS)

[i luv ellen]
so yesterday while i was upset, ellen totally made my day and said something like "it's ok sheila. things will be ok. the daisies always turn to the sun for warmth" or something. it was something really cute/corny and yeah... hehe, sorry, does it seem like i love ellen too much? well , i do. =P

[numbers kill people]
we got our GPAs and Class Ranks today. i was pretty upset by what i got cuz my class rank went down, but my GPA went up.. i tried not showin it tho cuz it seemed as if a lot of other people were more upset. i think EVERYONE was upset.... it's all numbers... *sigh* i hate all this crud. once these college apps are done and we all get into colleges (i hope) we'll all sit back and think about today and laugh. =)



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