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October 10, 2002
posted by Sheila 5:19 PM 0 comments
[good day, bad day]
today in the middle of the day, right after lunch, while walkin into yang's class, i went into this yucky depressed mood and even He noticed. i was like "Woah." he looked at me while the class was comin in and was like "Waht's wrong" and i think i rolled my eyes at him. my bad. so during class, we were discussing the difference between national and federal government... and at first i was kewl with the different but then people started sayin all these CRAZY things and it got me so confused. genay and i sped to the front after class and begged him to explain it to us. haha, it was so confusing. wow, government. what a beautiful thing =P
[essay craze]
so in AP English, we don't get tests, but instead write a bunch of essays (i had no clue i wat TYPE of AP english i was takin till matt filled me in.. oops) and abotu once a week, we get only one period to write an essay. ugh, we had one today and it was awful. i leave that writing period everytime in a trance and all i can think about is how i could have said something better or.. BLAH. heh, it's so annoying! it totally ruins my day. fun fun
[quirky year]
i feel like everyday brings new surprises. i've been talkin to a lot of people i haven't talked to since 7,8 grade and it's so weird.. and i'm meeting a lot of realyl kewl people this year... and the fact that i'm gettin no homework (or.. homework that i can't do in HR or at lunch) just makes this year feel even more odd. i don't know... i feel so unproductive. sometimes i bring home my bookbag and i don't even open it. and sometimes i open it and take out all my books just so i can feel some sense of accomplishment. i'm such a slacker....
[default]
so ellen, ed, and i were talkin about default things we have... and i realized that i don't have many default things that i can fall back on.. is that a bad thing? or is it good? bad in the sense that i don't have somethin to fall back on if somethign fails.. or good because i've never needed anything to fall back on because things go pretty well...? but yeah, pertaining to friends, i do'nt need default friends.. cuz my friends are awesome. i can't say anything for college, but i know that for now, default friends are not needed. what the heck am i talkin about... i think blog is my default hobby =P i must stop this.. now!
today in the middle of the day, right after lunch, while walkin into yang's class, i went into this yucky depressed mood and even He noticed. i was like "Woah." he looked at me while the class was comin in and was like "Waht's wrong" and i think i rolled my eyes at him. my bad. so during class, we were discussing the difference between national and federal government... and at first i was kewl with the different but then people started sayin all these CRAZY things and it got me so confused. genay and i sped to the front after class and begged him to explain it to us. haha, it was so confusing. wow, government. what a beautiful thing =P
[essay craze]
so in AP English, we don't get tests, but instead write a bunch of essays (i had no clue i wat TYPE of AP english i was takin till matt filled me in.. oops) and abotu once a week, we get only one period to write an essay. ugh, we had one today and it was awful. i leave that writing period everytime in a trance and all i can think about is how i could have said something better or.. BLAH. heh, it's so annoying! it totally ruins my day. fun fun
[quirky year]
i feel like everyday brings new surprises. i've been talkin to a lot of people i haven't talked to since 7,8 grade and it's so weird.. and i'm meeting a lot of realyl kewl people this year... and the fact that i'm gettin no homework (or.. homework that i can't do in HR or at lunch) just makes this year feel even more odd. i don't know... i feel so unproductive. sometimes i bring home my bookbag and i don't even open it. and sometimes i open it and take out all my books just so i can feel some sense of accomplishment. i'm such a slacker....
[default]
so ellen, ed, and i were talkin about default things we have... and i realized that i don't have many default things that i can fall back on.. is that a bad thing? or is it good? bad in the sense that i don't have somethin to fall back on if somethign fails.. or good because i've never needed anything to fall back on because things go pretty well...? but yeah, pertaining to friends, i do'nt need default friends.. cuz my friends are awesome. i can't say anything for college, but i know that for now, default friends are not needed. what the heck am i talkin about... i think blog is my default hobby =P i must stop this.. now!
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