[melodramatic]
someone told me i was today..and i fully agree. it's totally annoying for me and definately for those around me but i think i have my overly-emotional ways to thank for allowing me to express myself in painting and in writing. if it wasn't for that i would have nothing to write about or draw about. because afterall, paintings and poems and such are just a huge exxageration of feelings.. i guess this is just the way i am and i try not to piss people off about it, but i have to say, it's good that i am. i don'tnkow who i'd be w/o it.

[mellow]
despite my melodramatic-ness, i have been quite MELLOW lately. mellow-yellow. life outside of family is very.. smooth right now and i sometimes feel like i'm dreaming. ti's all so weird. i dotn' nkow what's goin on with me.. i guess that's what fluff does to u ;)

[i want saturday]
i'm done with one essay and have 1/2 of a 250 essay left to do. i'm feelin pretty good. hoping that i can get that done tomororw nite... get all apps done and handed in on friday.. and saturday after SATs, i'm set.. and can finalyl worry about my english projects. ugh.. man... i can't foresee myself actually finishing them. no good. but... ahh, things should be ok.