[early bird gets the worm]
woke up at 6AM to go to Freehold mall with arthy, kev, mae, sharon, and tony. it was fun. got lotsa clothes, met up with a lot of people (got to see phil, yooje, dan, wei, ellie, and brian!) got to talk to tony and sharon a lil more and got to know them better. got a chance to talk to a lot of people this weekend ... it's pretty awesome. i didn't get to spend lotsa time with ellen, eileen, allie, steph, eric, and'm =( but our time will come (muahaha, dec 18!!! LOTR!!!). i'm more and more grateful for my friends everday. =) that i'm able to see past the ones that are only there for me sometimes when it's convenient, and see those that really care abotu me, and me, caring for them. "the greatest lesson u'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return" true dat (sista=P haha, ellen)

[i heart NY]
can honestly say from the bottom of my "lil" heart that i am in love with nyc. everytime i go there i feel so at home. really wishin i can go back to Pratt again, and take art skewl there.. or jsut to be in the city everyday. i'm starting to forget where things are, but it's kewl =) hopefully after 2nd MP, i'll be able to go to the city lots more. ahhh.. need to live there when i get older =P went ice skating with matt, arthy, tony, brian, and carolyn. well.. we were supposed to but we got there so late that matt and i just walked around central park, sat around, stood around the rink =P and talked. it was nice. it was really really cold.. our noses were fallin off, good times =). speakin of limbs falling off, i think i kinda sprained or did somethin to my ankle again. BLAHHHHHHHH. stoopid ankles. wish they'd just.. go away or somethign

[relaxxing]
felly was AMAZING. i was a lil reluctant to go because i was kinda forced to (well... yeah.. kinda... gettin yelled at by my mom to go is forced to isn't it?) instead of goin to arthy's party (sooo sorry arthy.. i wish i was there. i heard it was lotsa fun. happy birthday! i still have ur present.) i was in charge of tonite, and i was kinda under a lot of pressure. a lil stressed from everythign, but i think it turned out awesome. the people who helped do decorations did it exactly as i wanted it to be.. and we had a realyl good time. i couldn't stop crying. surprised i didn't cry when i stood up and talked. at 9:14, i went over to auntie wendy, and crouched down next to her, and i just collapsed on the floor cuz my leg muscles from both legs pulled at the same time. it KILLED. the last time that happened was at Red Eye Nite after we played football, and all four muscles in my leg pulled.. i just collapsed... hehe, auntie wendy gave me a nice massage tho =) so pooped out. gonna go to bed. good nite friends =)