[my swt 16]
i found the tape from my swt 16 today and it was a big slap in the face for me.. realized a lot of things have changed.. also wish i could go back to that party and do a lot of things differently. hehe i was so amused
:: the tape made me realize how much i stutter and mumble and babble about non-important things. my candles took me an hour and a half (u can actually see the sun settin in the background) .. i shoulda just improv'd it. sorry to those who had to sit through it. i heard that after the candles, there was a HUGE line for the bathroom. =P
:: NOT surprising- the tape showed kevin gettin splashed with gravy and he made a big deal.. and everytime the videocamera went back to him, he was pickin on the gravy stain. haha, =)
:: i've lost contact w/a lot of people. some of the ppl i saw at that party kinda surprised me. i was like "Wow, i invited them?" and at the same time.. i found myself wonderin where certain ppl were.. only to remind myself that i wasn't friends w/them at that time (like matt, julia, sofia, anhil, mo, shane, nicole, liz, lauren, eileen, jay, sharon, evan, aaron, les... man, i loev senior year. ultimate time to make new friends.. note to these ppl: sorry u weren't invited.. if only i met u guys earlier, darn =P )
:: i have awesome friends.i remember abotu a week before my swt 16, ellie, will, phil and i went shopping and i mentioned to them i wanted a butterfly chair.. and the video showed will, phil, and ellie carrying in a huge butterfly chair =) i dont' know,... it stuck out to me a lot.
:: i can always count on rt, mike, jeff, and kev to make me laugh. from the queen latifah autograph they got for me to the coconut bras..
:: my hair was super healthy. i shouldn't've dyed it. dang (haha, yeah, i'm super self-conscience =P )
:: ppl's hair got really short. gina had super-long hair, kev and dan still had their mushroom cut, derek had long long hair.. now he just has a perm =P, mindy's hair was SUPER SUPER long.. i guess a sign of maturing is when someone's hair gets shorter? =P

kinda wish i could have another swt 16 or at least go back and do it differently.. yeah! if only i could turn 16 again. i need a second chance at it! =P

ok sorry.. i can't help being like this! i feel like i grew up too fast. it was slow up utnil senior year. now, everythign's shooting by. dang.. hehe, ok no more talkin about things of the past. must focus on the present. *focusing on portfolio*