[so i've been thinking]
recently i've been noticing more and more what i want in a guy... or even not guys, but friends in general. and maybe i should learn to be more like this myself.... due to recent events, it's brought me to this and although it may seem "duh"ish, i feel the need to express it. so here i begin:.. but hold on. mom needs to use the laptop =P

.... yeah i dont' feel like talkin about it anymore... maybe when i'm in a better mood i'll talk about what i was thinkin =P

it was good to see everyone... dan was awesome to pick us up and brin gus to the skewl and bring in our luggage.. met some of his friends. they're kewl =) lotsa people named dan. he got me a mango bubble tea.. it was pretty good. something new for me. heh, thanks.

sooo soo good to see coon. felt like she never left. haha, when i saw her and arthy, i was overwhelmed with happiness that i just.. kinda.. ran and jumpe don them. =P wheee =) coon =)

being in UIUC and hangin with arthy and kev made me really sad.i mean, it was awesome hangin out with them but it made me realize how much things have changed. we did a lot of things that we used to do.. and made me so upset: laughin at the STOOPIDEST things, the neverending fone calls to figure out where/when to meet, arthy/kev being jerks to me (oh man, arthur put so much pepper on my food... coon and i were sittin there sweatin), ack, cna't wait till thanksgiving when they all come back.. come back...

it's kinda odd how u expect someone to know u well, and then they do something to prove that maybe they don't know u.. at all =\