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December 09, 2002
posted by Sheila 5:13 PM 0 comments
it's hard to stop caring about something when u think about it 24/7 but when u actually pretend not to care, it becomes pretty easy. have learned not to care about a few people/things that have been bothering me cuz i've learned it's just not worth my time. i'm constantly being blamed for ignoring people or being too "busy" for them, but now realizing that they're just the same. i was/am extremely bothered by somethign that happened over thanksgiving.. because it shows how inconsiderate people can be. i mean, if u wanna be my friend, kewl =) but if not, leave me alone. don't waste my time, "lead me on", and the ditch me for other people... i don't like being a backup. im sure no one does. it's "all or nothing" =P
*ahem* sorry, just had to vent. loooks like i'm gonna go skiin the 27-29 and jan 3-4. possibly the 21st of december also if tim decides whether or not he wants to go... and if i trust him engouh to drive me to meet up with el and them.. but think i might just stay home and hang out with my other buddies =). starting to realize the little time i have to be with people, especially if the future does not turn out as intended. kinda scared for the future but excited as well. we'll see how things turn out =)
jaime told me something today but i'm not realy sure whether or not it's true or she's just tricking me so i'm not gonna fully announce it but.. class couple might be.... and class artist might be.. =)
been thinkin a lot about the friendships/relatoinships that i have and evaluating/reevaluating them. i dont' know... poopoolamoo.
9 more days till LOTR comes out! so excited to see it *jumps for joy*. the 19 of us will be sitting there in rt one's HUGE theatre (btw, i needa make sure i REALLY REALLY knwo how to get there.. ) in those HUGE COMFY seats an hour before the show starts.. chewin on our good food (thinkin i want white castle but also gotta drive matt and jeff so depends... hmmm.. mmm White castle..) *excited*
lots and lotsa thoughts runnin through my mind right now.. *churn churn* but all in all, things are real good right now =)
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*ahem* sorry, just had to vent. loooks like i'm gonna go skiin the 27-29 and jan 3-4. possibly the 21st of december also if tim decides whether or not he wants to go... and if i trust him engouh to drive me to meet up with el and them.. but think i might just stay home and hang out with my other buddies =). starting to realize the little time i have to be with people, especially if the future does not turn out as intended. kinda scared for the future but excited as well. we'll see how things turn out =)
jaime told me something today but i'm not realy sure whether or not it's true or she's just tricking me so i'm not gonna fully announce it but.. class couple might be.... and class artist might be.. =)
been thinkin a lot about the friendships/relatoinships that i have and evaluating/reevaluating them. i dont' know... poopoolamoo.
9 more days till LOTR comes out! so excited to see it *jumps for joy*. the 19 of us will be sitting there in rt one's HUGE theatre (btw, i needa make sure i REALLY REALLY knwo how to get there.. ) in those HUGE COMFY seats an hour before the show starts.. chewin on our good food (thinkin i want white castle but also gotta drive matt and jeff so depends... hmmm.. mmm White castle..) *excited*
lots and lotsa thoughts runnin through my mind right now.. *churn churn* but all in all, things are real good right now =)
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