[poophead]
went over to sofia's last nite. .. it was crazy. i can't even begin to explain what happened.. for me, i was dazzed/crazytired all nite and didn't fall asleep till 4am. ack, i think i'm stuck in a permanent daze for the rest of my life. feels like i've been tired ever since i got back from summer camp =P i hate how i'm always tired and sick and weak. it's so frustrating. honestly, i would rather have the doctors figure out what is wrong with me than to have them turn me away everytime i go cuz they have no clue what's wrong with me.. and having me get progressively better and then suddenly worse.

[styles of convo]
mmm, anyway, there are the select few who i can just sit around for hours and talk about everything and anything. it's great. especialyl since i don't seem to have enough energy these days to do very much more. =( but yeah! heh, it's great talking to matt and for us to just talk abotu the stoopidest/randomest things in the world. not say that we don't have any good conversations, but the stoopid ones stand out more =P. then there's friends like ellen, who i can just be totally nutty around and we'll speak realyl loudly to each other and scream and yell and talk really fast =) haha, that's so fun. i especially love it when ellen, ellie, and i are around each other... and we just talk so rapidly and maniac-ally that no matter what we're talkin about, we'll always end up clapping or cheering. then there's people like eileen and dave(wei and sun) who i can count on to have a real good/deep/challenging conversation. i have to admit, after i talk to them, my head really hurts.. but man.. those conversations... make me feel smart =P

[baked ziti] cravin baked ziti like crazy (especially ellen's).. oh man.. everyone's been talkin to me about havin baked ziti... and yesterday, on the table, there was a HUGE POT of baked ziti... made me so hungry. i couldn't stop thinkin about it. at one point i was thinkin to myself "sheila! stop thinkin about food! u're turning into eric!" and still.. i thought and thought about it... need baked ziti

[pregnant woman]
i'm eating like a pregnant woman. i eat SO MUCH... and the foods i crave are very specific and have to be given to me at the right time. if i'm too tired/worried/anxious about something, i can't eat. if u give me a sweet thing to eat after i've just eaten another sweet thing, don't expect me to eat it. same with all other food tastes. and my mango cravings are returning again. what's happening?

[long time no see]
haven't talked to ellen or eric in a long time =( i've kinda been really upset about that for the past few weeks but now it's just realy getting to me. and it's my fault mainly cuz when i want to talk to them, they're out... and when they call me, i'm super busy. and i've been doin so many things lately and just haven't been around to have time to sit down and have a nice conversation with them and catch up on things. it's.. sad really. really hoping that thigns will start to cool down. i don't even know what i'm busy doing. *Sigh* =T