[rasberries]
ellen and i have discovered a new joy: raspberries on the cheek. =P i've spent SO MUCH TIME with ellen the past 48 hours, it's AWESOME. this was a long-awaited event - hanging out with ellen- and i'm SO GLAD it finally happened. i haven't laughed so much (and loud) in such a long time. so yeah, about the raspberries. ellen and i first started doin it at church today,.. we found great joys in doing it. ok, as gay as it sounds, we enjoy it quite thoroughly. michelle got a "double whammy" from us, out of love of course. ahh, the joys of ellen and mine's amusements.

[mrs. briggs..... mrs. pickering]
there's a lady i always visit on our anual visits to the salvation army, and i've been speakin to her since 7th grade... she's a relaly awesome lady. worked for an insurance company and later on became a nurse and went to india for missions, she had some relaly awesome stories to tell and she was.. ahh, so awesome. so i was pretty anxious to go yesterday to visit her and talk to her once again... 'cept.. this time, i didn't see her when we were gettin ready to perform.. and when i asked veronica, the officer, where mrs.briggs was, she told me that she passed away last month =*(... ugh, it was so upsetting, ... i can say that i was in shock and really sad for a while, but.. she's in a better place now. i did meet mrs. pickering, who reminds me off mrs. briggs a lot and i got to speak to her for awhile. she's realy relaly cool. and eric and i walked a lady, mrs. brown, to the dining hall and we spoke to her for a few minutes. hah, she thought eric was my husband. what a joke =P

[spazz dance]
spent a lot of time with allison, paige, steph, ellen, virginia,eric, derek, and dave... which means i spent a lot of time laughin. my abs KILL right now from laughin so much. during the meetin today, derek was observin me, steph, allie, and ellen laughin and he said that if he was deaf, it woulda looked like we were doin some spazzy dance (since we were standing in a circle) and the 4 of us jsut stood around and laughed some more abotu us laughin. next time u see a group of ppl laugh, look at them. it's a funny sight... wht am i talkin about?

[CHILIn']
after watchin maid in manhattan last ntei for the SECOND MISERABLE TIME, eileen, ellen, and i met up with dave, normie, eric, michelle, laura, allison, steph, and derk for dinner at chilis. it was bunches of fun. derek kept our side of the table entertained with his funny remarks.. hah, it was hilarious. and the whole time, dave and derk were trying to incorporate LOTR into our conversation. haha... i like our class. we rule =)

[stoopid keys... or is it.. stoopid me]
locked my keys in my car for the first time today. i was so angry with myself- never felt so dumb. dont' know what took over me that made me do that.. but yeah, thanks to dan, who drove me back home to get a spare key, and drove me back to church to unlock my car. fun times =P (thanks so much). but yea, on the car, i kept thinkin about how absent-minded i've become lately and how i've been losin thinsg left and right and just.. not realy knowing what i'mdoin. am i agin superfast? what's wrong with me.. why am i so frilly?

[explosion of tears]
got yelled at by my mom on the phone today when we were at friendly's for lunch for somethin i didn't do and had no part in. i absolutely hate it when ppl assume things and goes on to blame/punish me for somethin i dind' tdo. completely exploded in front of everyone and ended up crying to ellen. we ended up laughin because i said something pathetically stoopid/random while crying (about a particular guy being particularly shady). haha ahh

[tiny nap]
went over to eric's for a bit. ellen, virginia and i napped. it was the weirdest thing. i fell asleep but i heard everythin that was goni on. like.. when ellen didn't nap yet, she was tellin eileen how pissed off she was (at something.. dotn 'remember what) but all i heard was ellen saying 'i'mso pissed at..." a million times. and when eric's mom came home and found us asleep in her living room, she thought i was hannah.. and.... i don 'tnkow! what am i talkin about? what's wrong with me. why am i talkin abou how weird it is that i heardthins while sleeping? i need sleep...

[we be seniahs!]
feel that in the past few days, the senior class has really come together, and now, rather than just workin together on the ycow board for youth group, we're actually becoming a closs knit family (yes derk, like a sweater) and that we're becoming what the COT have. it's pretty kewl. i'm glad we're coming together as a class. although we might have spent a lil too much timewith each other lately, i think it's needed. this is a beginning of something, i can feel it, and i think that we needed this weekend to establish that. this was a good weekend =) i think that although matt wasn't in NJ all weekend, things were particularly awesome =) and i had a good time with the gurls =) havin said that, i'm VERY GLAD he's home.. goodness. feels like he's been gone forever =P "FOREVAH" -sandlot =P
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