[pour out my soul]
for the first time in a long time i was able to .. i guess u could say "Vent"... but it wasn't exactly venting... cuz venting gives it a bad conotation. like i was complaining or something. i was more of just.. letting someone know how life was.. tellin them new lil discoveries i've made in life, heh. in turn she told me about her life and her new lil discoveries. most of it was all very dorky but it was cute.. and nice. it's good to have someone there to listen to what u have to say, no matter how stoopid it is.. i'm lucky to have a lot of people around me that do. heh =P but yeah, last nite's phone call was nice.. i told her i was gonna blog about this but she didn't want me to mention her name.. afraid i was gonna leak =P. miss. insecure. =)

[hip hoptionary]
mo brought in his "hip hoptionary" today and we were lookin through it all day. it was pretty hilarious. at one point during homeroom, mo was tellin us the beeper codes and what they stood for and we all had a lil moment, complete with nathalie's oblivion =P:

mo: and 143 means "i love u"
me: awww guys, 143!!
jordo: *gets up and gives me a hug* 143, sheila.
*mo, jordo, nat, laurie and i sit and look at each other*
all except nat: 143!!
nat: hahah 143!!... wait.. was does 143 mean?

heh, it was cute. mo visited in art too. it was the weirdest thing. there we were: 3 asians, 3 jews, and 2 ..(what are liz and laurie??)...gurls =P sittin in a circle tryin to stump each other on hip hop terms. hehe, it was a shame that hollander knew almost every term (that had to do with marajuana. heh, he's awesome) speakin of art, les and i might go to UMICH march 7-9!! she got in as well and today during art we tried callin my mom to ask. it all depends on whether or not i get into UNC and UIUC though.. cuz if i get into either, i will definately be goin. but if not, then my parents might let me go to UMICH (Despite cost).. OSU is still in the pic tho. ack.. what the heck. 2 more days!! *gasp*

[outback/daisies *grin*]
went to outback last nite with matt for our 6 month =) it was really nice. i'm sure peopel around us thought we were freaks (freak, btw, means "A sexually charged person" in hip hoptionary... but that has nothing to do with what i mean for it to be) but that's the way to be. they put us at a four person table, and we decided to sit on the same side of the table, facing everyone else in the room. was so awkward.. matt said we were sitting like they did in the last supper =P which is very true.. and that's how it felt. went to check on the bathroom sign that says "Sheila" for the women and realized it was glued down... darn =P. he surprised me with daisies wrapped in newspaper which is probyl the best kind of surprise for me =) yesterday was a good day. thanks sweetie. =)

["we're the best worst"]
that's quoting kelly =P our volleyball team sucks. we ended this mp in 8th place out of 8 teams.. but i honestly would not trade my team for anything. we have the most awesome people on it and we're actually pretty good sometimes.. and we make it fun. chris, judd, that red-headed kid, berkowitz, mike block, T, and vince make up the guys.. kelly, brittany, these two butt-buddy gurls, this other girl (Wow, i know none of their names), michelle, lauren and i make up the gurls and together we're the awesome TEAM #3. hehe =P so glad i have health 4th MP.. still have 3MP to play my last season of HS V-Ball. *Sigh* it's really the awesomest.

[i miss u...]
i very miss ellen. we haven't really hung out in a while.. but that's ok. we're makin each other "peanut butter surpise dinners" on friday nite. hehe, and we're gonna "be creative". exciting stuff. and i also miss the brotherhood.. i really regret havin not hung out with them a lot over break.. it sucks.. i remember mike and i tellin are thanksgiving that we'd chill a lot too during winterbreak... yeah.. guess that didnt' happen. mmph.. oh well.. hopefully things aren't goin to be like that from now on.. =T

so upset.. just got rejected from UNC..