[funny honey] "that scummy, crummy, dumby hubby of mine"
we played the "not so newly wed game" last nite. it was really funny (despite the daze i was in... i'll explain later). my parents, pastor Al and mrs. Ruth, wing/mabel were the couples. although most of it was just fun and entertaining.. some of the questions that were asked and listening to what they had to say reall ymade me think abotu marraige and how much commitment it entails. sometimes i wonder if i could really go for that commitment.. but most of the time i'm like "wow.. how great it'd be just to be commited to one person forever". blah, i've always had commitment issues cuz i've been very insecure as to who to trust and who not to. it's hard to tell and i don't want to get hurt.. but everyone does and it's a part of life.. but i guess i just try to prevent it. and being insecure also means being super jealous and worried a lot. i wonder if that's how i'm goin to be when marriage comes around.. with all the affairs that's goin on in the world today... i dont' even know what i'm talkin about!.. i'm just.. thinkin a lot lately about my marraige.. =P

[razzle dazzle] "so lick ur hair, and ur buckle shoes, and all that jazz"[i can't do it alone]
SURPRISE STEPH!! hehe, it was so cute. we had a semi-formal surprise party for steph today and it was a lot of fun. she didn't know anythin about it.. so she was completely stunned. hehe. SO CUTE! =) mm yeah! we danced a lot.. ellen and i basically spent the nite mockin the songs the horrible dj was playing (=P) .. it was so oldskewl. we danced the electric slide, ymca, cotton eye jo, cha-cha line dance, macarena, some.. country music, all these 7th grade songs. it was so corny.. but we had awesome fun with it. i started a cake fite and it got a lil outta hand. got dave, eric, and ellen good =) yeah... tonite was a lot of fun. really shoudl go dancing more.. haven't danced like tonite in a long time.

[nowadays] "u can like the life u're living. u can live the life u like."
got in my first.."car accident" yesterday. nothing bad happened except for a flat front tire which realyl isn't anything.. btu at the time.. i thoguth my car was leakin and my steerin wheel alignment was off.. matt came to save me first..heh, it was so cute.. he ran outta the house w/o a jacket and came all concerned looking. hehe it was so cute now that i think about it! =) and then a cop came. i think i was glad that my parents didn't answer their phone.. i realy dind't want to see them.. i was scared. so yeah.. they towed my car back to my car and this morning AAA came to my house to fix my flat tire.. and everythin is ok.. i guess... just while it happened i was really scared and shocked from it all and just realyl angry at myself. i wish i were a better driver =P

[cell block tango] "so i said to him, "you pop that gum one more time"..and he did. so i took the shotgun off the wall and i fired two warning shots... into his head."
i just like that song =)