i honestly think that this is the worst week i've ever had... but i think i've been hiding it pretty well. *sigh*

i wasn't the best at handling rejection from UIUC. actually, i pretty much sucked at dealin with it. i had a huge crying feast and called matt, almost everyone i knew at UIUC, and my mom.. it wasn't too pretty. but i do have another oppurtunity to get in tho. apparently, matt knows an admission counselor from UIUC and wrote to her askin what they could do with my app.. and she replied back today that they could reconsider my app for LAS. heh, i think that was the highlight of the week. matt certainly reacted VERY HAPPILY =) he's the best. honestly.. nothin can top him. i'm not sure that it's hit me yet tho..

we didn't win class couple tonite, nor did i win best artist, but that's ok. desiree definately deserved best artist.. and blah, class couple? we know we're the best ; ). Mr. MHS wasn't as good as i expected it to be, but zach did make a VERY VERY impressive performance, dancing to the "Dirty Dancing" soundtrack, reinacting the last scene of the movie with Ryan Bran. Definately a worthwhile moment. Thought he really deserved the win, cuz no one else realyl stuck out.. but i guess tonite just sucked for all of us.. what a huge letdown.

yeah, so happy valentine's day everyone. i'm gonna be fasting tomorrow starting noon. somethin to look forward to =P. blah, i'm not really in the mood to go out this weekend at all.. was considering sittin 30 HOUR FAMINE out. stay home and... read or something.. lately, i just need to be left alone.. so sorry if i've been moody or emotional.. =T i promise i'll try to get over myself soon. promise promise.