[torn]
things lately have been goin very well. i had an awesome spring break with my friends as well as my family. sofia and i were talkin on friday.. sayin how much we DID resent not being able to go to bahamas with some of our friends, but that we don't regret it now because spring break turned out differently for us.. for the better. matt's been telling me stories from the bahamas and with every story, all i can say is "uh.. that's great". yeah, it woulda been great goin to the bahamas with matt. actually, it woulda been amazing. a lot of my other friends were there as well.... but i think that this spring break allowed for me to take in the realistic life.. rather than the idealistic(being Bahamas). i hung out with a new group of friends and got to know them better and i'm really glad that i got to talk to a lot of them and do a lot of nothign w/'m. i also got to spend time with my family which was awesome. jeff and i actually talk a lot now and he's willing to come into my room and talk with me wihtout having me instigate it.. i was very excited to go to collge, and yeah, i don't mind goin to college.. but i just wish i had a few extra months to spend time with family and friends. i'm not all too ready to let go yet.. but hey.. when are we ever ready for anything life has to throw our way.. =)


blah, i'm too tired to type everything out. i have too many feelings. i've just been too emotional lately.. who nkows why. i'm gonna go make some calls and get to bed.
skewl tomroorw.. whee =P