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June 25, 2003
posted by Sheila 2:31 PM 0 comments
[tired out]
i think i'm becoming more and more absent-minded as i grow to be more busy... and this busyness isn't even over important things. as wendy and eileen would say, i take on a lot of unneeded pressure/burden. it's hard for me to say no to things something, or even when i say no, people don't really hear it as a "no". they hear it as a "ok, keep persuadin me, and i'll say yes". ugh, is it my fault? did i do something or say somethign that sends out the message that you can bribe me or not take my words seriously? honestly.. gettin really tired of gettin taken advantage of. i try to be nice and think that for the most part, i am a nice person, but it becomes harder and harder when pppl start takin advantage of that. i feel as if a lot of times ppl think i'm stopid and they can just do somethign to me, and i'll not know what's happening. in reality, i know what is goin on, and u look realyl stoopid doin/saying something thinkin that i dont' know what u're doing, but sometimes i'd just rather play stupid to save u the embarassment. ugh, i'm just really tired of all this crap.
[sweaty cousin]
my cousin just got here from delaware. arrived all nice and gross from his football game just for us. yay.. hehe, don't think he showered at all =P he's HUGE. last time i saw him, he grew a lot taller.. this time, his body mass is like double. huge man. whatever happened to the lil cous i used to tease... haha, still remembering last thanksgiving when he flipped me over his shoulder and slammed me to the ground of this family room. *pain* watchin my back this time.
[thanksgiving]
happy thanksgiving everyone! hope everyone has a good time spending time with friends and family.. and KEEP WARM and EAT LOTS =) went to matt's game today. really wish i understood more about football. i *kinda* understood... i knew when to cheer and when not to =P it was good to see him out in the field... helped me keep my mind off the fact that my butt was numb and i was shakin uncontrollably =P saw zi, kristen allen, and val!! fun fun ... time to eat!
btw, happy 28th sweetie =)
i think i'm becoming more and more absent-minded as i grow to be more busy... and this busyness isn't even over important things. as wendy and eileen would say, i take on a lot of unneeded pressure/burden. it's hard for me to say no to things something, or even when i say no, people don't really hear it as a "no". they hear it as a "ok, keep persuadin me, and i'll say yes". ugh, is it my fault? did i do something or say somethign that sends out the message that you can bribe me or not take my words seriously? honestly.. gettin really tired of gettin taken advantage of. i try to be nice and think that for the most part, i am a nice person, but it becomes harder and harder when pppl start takin advantage of that. i feel as if a lot of times ppl think i'm stopid and they can just do somethign to me, and i'll not know what's happening. in reality, i know what is goin on, and u look realyl stoopid doin/saying something thinkin that i dont' know what u're doing, but sometimes i'd just rather play stupid to save u the embarassment. ugh, i'm just really tired of all this crap.
[sweaty cousin]
my cousin just got here from delaware. arrived all nice and gross from his football game just for us. yay.. hehe, don't think he showered at all =P he's HUGE. last time i saw him, he grew a lot taller.. this time, his body mass is like double. huge man. whatever happened to the lil cous i used to tease... haha, still remembering last thanksgiving when he flipped me over his shoulder and slammed me to the ground of this family room. *pain* watchin my back this time.
[thanksgiving]
happy thanksgiving everyone! hope everyone has a good time spending time with friends and family.. and KEEP WARM and EAT LOTS =) went to matt's game today. really wish i understood more about football. i *kinda* understood... i knew when to cheer and when not to =P it was good to see him out in the field... helped me keep my mind off the fact that my butt was numb and i was shakin uncontrollably =P saw zi, kristen allen, and val!! fun fun ... time to eat!
btw, happy 28th sweetie =)
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