[bowling craze]
so last nite we went bowling @ brunswick zone for quatermania. it was crazy. i had sooo much fun. i bowled better than usual, which always is a good thing. i really wanna get into this bowling thing... maybe even check if UIUC as a league or something. psch, not sayin that i'm anywhere NEAR as good as peopel in leagues, but i want to get good. seriously, i wanna be a champ.

[delirious?]
heh, it's kinda ironic that i'm listening to delirious?'s cd GLO right now. some not-so-great stuff happened tonite. it's really weighing down my heart, but i'm goin to be strong about it. btw, delirious? is a freakin good band. i rememeber the nite we went to the concert... it rocked. ellen, allison, and i got matching Delirious? wristbands... and we got cds and posters signed. dang, what a good nite. haha.

[david wei]
so i guess last nite dave had sappiness overcome him cuz he thanked me for growing up w.him.. and it made me really happy. dangit, we've all been through a lot together. they say friends come and go, but it's great to have friends that have stuck around me for so long. i applaud u guys--i hear i'm hard to handle =P.

[goin back to school]
to say that i'm happy to go back to school would be an understatement. i want to get started with art school already--take my mind off things, to go and search.. and then find inspiration/motivation in my mind to produce a peice of art, and just to do something that i truly love is.. GREAT. the other morning i went to Michael's to buy supplies and i felt so stupidly honored to be buying art supplies! how crazy is that. and it's great to have SO MANY close friends around me that are also pursuing their dreams in art--anil, tim, jon, derk, phil... it doesn't make me feel so alone about all this. i'm kinda scared to go back tho...
1. because i have a lack of friends THERE to support me.. which i really need right now. i am scared as ever doing this by myself especially since i do have a disadvantage from other people that i will be compared with
2. i predict gettin extremely homesick.. even after the first week. hah, it's so ironic because i thought i was goin to be fine.. but yeah.. now, not so sure.
3. one of the biggest things i hate about UIUC campus is that it is sooo unsafe and it's intimidating to even go outside for a lil bit. when i hear people walking behind me when i'm alone--even if in broad daylight--i will get freakishly scared and i walk faster and faster. haha, i'm sure i look like an idiot, but i'm scared man! thank goodness i had matt there last semester to walk me to and from work and to where i had to go at nite. i quit that job so that'll be one less hassle--thank goodness. and i have to be strong i learn to grow up, haha, i can't be afraid all the time!

weis54: smile a little:-)

ok dave, i'll take ur advice.. and smile a lot =)


::edit::

dave after he read my blog.

weis54: wait i said i'm glad to have grown up with you!?
weis54: was i drunk!?!!?
supertingly: hahaha u said it last nite!
weis54: i must have been delirious...
weis54: it was late, wasn't it?

stop toying w.my emotions david! haha