lately i've been feeling that my work and all my energy is going to waste. like no matter how much i change, i will never be there--at the point where i am expected to be. i'm tired of trying to change w/o any acknowledgement of the change i've already gone through. all i hear are more complaints of the changes i've made. i'm tired. mmhmm. tired.

i can't wait to see papaphil and grace (and les.. SHH. i hope she doesn't read this) at UMICH. ALL i need right now is to see some familiar faces .... that is ALL i need to cheer me up right now. oh man.. awesome weekends coming up. has to make up for the crappy weekends i've been having since school started:

march 5-7 UMICH iTASA convention. going w/will, calvin, connie, joy!, possibly george. going to go to see papa phil, les, and victor.. living with grace =).
march 13-15 Brian Chan is comin to visit for Experience Illinois. gonna show him around.
march 20-28 SPRING BREAK! yayyyyyy. which means HOME to see my wonderful family and goin to boston to visit my one and only love, ellen tsay and my one and only OTHER love, philip stango the great. yahoooooooooo.