there are some truly amazing people out there. and what makes them so amazing is that they exert such great qualities without themselves knowing it. their humbleness is beyond comprehension and i, myself, try to strive for the same... but i fail to do so because in striving to be the same as those amazing people out there, humbleness is then removed... because i am then implying that i myself am capable of attaining that greatness. the same can be said for Jesus. Many people may not agree, but he is the most humble of us all. it's astonishing how many people are NOT seeing The Passion of the Christ simply because they don't agree with it--that they themselves can not even rid themselves of their pride for just ONE SECOND, leave behind their understanding of the movie from what critiques say, and just pay a few dollars to watch the movie. people spend enough money on stupid movies to at least spend the same amount for a movie that, ok, they may not agree with but for them to at least understand what they do not believe. i am so tired of people DEPENDING on other people for opinions. i would like to take a moment to quote a movie:

CLARK
(taken aback)
Well, as a matter of fact, I won't,
because Wood drastically underestimates
the impact of--

WILL
--"Wood drastically underestimates the
impact of social distinctions predicated
upon wealth, especially inheriated
wealth..." You got that from "Work in
Essex County," Page 421, right? Do
you have any thoughts of your own on
the subject or were you just gonna
plagerize the whole book for me?

thank u matt damon =P. i'm so tired of people doing that --reading someone else's thoughts and then making them your own without figuring out yourself if they really are your own thoughts/opinions. are we all so simple-minded that we can't even form original thoughts? and to think, these thoughts (of other people) are regurgitated only to impress other people... it's sad... seriously sad. i guess i have my rhetoric class from last semester to thank for this. i wish i never took that class. although i, myself, may not form orginal thoughts as well... when other people do it.. it REALLY annoys me. oh, down with annoyance! i had being annoyed. haha.. sorry i'm venting...

but since i am... another thing that annoys me is when people think they're perfect.. so perfect that they can't recognize any of their faults. for instance... i KNOW that i'm sensitive... (which is probably why i'm writing this entry right now)... but at least i know i'm sensitive, and when i do overreact i can say to myself "hey, sheila. stop it. u're being too sensitive again" but when people are super-watever and think that they can just be super-watever and go on w/their life thinkin they're right with being super-watever.... THAT annoys me.

yeah. ok.. so.. that's the end of sheila being annoyed. sorry. VENTING rocks. or not.