So this year has been going a lot better than last year.. thanks to awesome people i've met who have been really great friends to me. it seems crazy to me that people that i've met about a month ago can become family to me, but i guess this is the way life is--a lot of moving around, changing, soul searching, making miniature homes for ourselves, developing good relationships that become little "families"... i was worried that i wouldn't find/develop close relationships like the ones i had from home.. but now i'm realizing that i was trying too hard to search for the perfect relationships, and as a result, i built a wall around me and didn't really allow anyone to get close enough for me to realize that i actually had plenty of people around me that were great friends, friends that i could really rely on and love.

it's also good to KIT with friends from home. i love getting phone calls from people to check up and catch up. maybe change wasn't as bad as i thought it would be... or maybe i've finally adapted to college life and i've finally accepted that this is where i have to be right now and there's nothing i can do about it.

anyway, enough of me rambling...

on another note.. i really wish people would come visit.. i really love our campus now... and i love my dorm... *hint hint*